1. occurring by chance
2. having or bringing good fortune
3. pulling some magic out of one's sphincter
You're a little bit like this. You just got some exam results back, exams that you barely studied for and on the whole, did very well. If that's not magic out of a small hole, you're not sure what is.
What do you do, when the two choices in front of you are naturally delayed? You're an impulsive, feeling person, so when you decide there's something you want, your first instinct is to go after it. You're the type that'd chase a dream until you'd lapped it twice, convincing anyone on your path that it's right. You're rather persuasive, actually, and you suppose that it's because you seem like a perfectly rational person, intellectually, at least. Your actions aren't really level with the 'regular' person's standards of rational, but there you go. So you can get virtually anyone you choose into your life, but once you're there, the Tigress is gone, and the Cub remains. Not to say that the experience is not good, but it could be so much better. Take control, seize every opportunity - just don't strangle them.
You like being better than others, and sometimes you feel undeserving of the results you get, because they seemed to come effortlessly. That's a fact that your mother cleverly pointed out "pisses people off." You reckon they can deal with it.
You've been lucky, hence the Steph Effect, really. But at some point, luck runs out. Or does it? Just because you're used to getting what you want quite often, doesn't mean that you always will, but it does mean you've been doing something right. Is is skill, or perhaps manipulation that has got you this far? Or is it something you can't name, but have (TSE).
What do you do when you make someone break all their rules but still can't get the situation to change? Knowing something unspoken is not enough. Ideas are made reality through action. The same is true for emotion. That is why people write, speak, touch, and so on. Thought leads to expression. Expression leads to affirmation.
"How dare you say that your Truth is better than ours?"
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